i dont know what i have is necessarily depression, i wouldn't say i feel down or hopeless or anything like that, i just find myself constantly intolerant of other people, i'll lose my temper and go on a 5 minute rant because the person in front of me is using their footbrake rather than their handbreak at a red light, i'll see another person as sub-human-scum just because they choose to wear a face mask with a pattern on it
i really dont want to call it depression but i don't know what the word is for just realising you hate being a human being and sharing a planet with a bunch of other human beings and how much better the world would be if none of us existed