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SweeperDee

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  1. I’ve fallen off the wagon a bit in terms of substance misuse, but instead of stimulants I’ve found myself using opioids like Oxycodone and Dihydrocodeine, alongside diazepam to try and numb myself. I potentially might have MS and with everything going on with my dad passing away, and my inability to process grief I just feel like I need to not feel anything. I don’t feel fatigue, pain, but I also don’t feel emotion anymore. However the lows, when they do come are crushing. I’ve said it before but in using drugs I have it in the back of my head that maybe just hopefully it’ll end up just ending it all suddenly. I don’t take so much that it would end up like that, I just kinda hope it’ll just happen. I’m back drinking as well and combined with everything else I really just don’t want to feel anything. I’m sick of worrying, feeling guilty and just constantly paralysed. Sorry for the ramble but I just needed to get it down. Even writing this whilst under the influence is difficult. I can barely type right now.
  2. Can we stop replying to the boring b*****d. f**k knows why quotes override the ignore function. Get it binned.
  3. I’ve saved a friends life, almost feels brash even bringing it up, but it’s definitely the best/biggest achievement I’ve done or ever will do.
  4. I can’t do a two handed back hand, and very rarely can do a one hander, but when I do somehow pull it off it’s Federer style, probably my favourite shot to try besides a cross court dink/slice.
  5. Bellingham went to Madrid for over £100mil so not out of the realms of possibility Rice would do the same, especially since he’s going to a club in the same league.
  6. Crusader Kings 3: Restoring natural order
  7. Revenege of the Sith JUST pips Phantom Menace as a film, but the Obi Wan/Qui Gon/Maul fight is still the best out of the whole Star Wars series. Such wasted potential with Maul as a villain.
  8. Michael Bay films are fucking shite. Thought this was common knowledge.
  9. Didn’t see this post, what came to mind when I saw this thread and just posted it again. Gets the point across perfectly.
  10. I got NHS funding for my BPS accreditation.
  11. FY’s are more usually on Band 2/3 pay; for the amount of work they do they should be on parity with Nurses. I know FY’s that do bank work as HC’s because of the shit pay, and like Bonksy said they get barely any help when it comes to paying for training, registration etc.
  12. More power to them. FY1-2’s get shafted up here in Scotland as well.
  13. Ninewells Hospital genuinely feels like walking outside an airport terminal into peak Spanish summertime. Mental.
  14. Well played bud, just wasn’t at the races that game. Look forward to the return. Div B XCTR94 beats RBWatson by checkmate. Well played; just a miscalculated trade in the midgame set off your struggled in the endgame.
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