cracowjambo

Because I could

I shagged the girl on the bottom pic :'(

Anyone else sad enough to use dating sites. Since my horrendous break up to the love of my life I've taken to using various sites. Its good fun and easy even for a ugly c**t like me to get a shag

Nah that's acceptable behaviour on the bus.

I just had the worst experience. Going for a shite and not having toilet paper. I had to use the bus ticket trick

I know what you mean about the motivation but just think in 6months time you could be a completely different person. Its good to know I ain't the only suicidal c**t on here but seriously drowning what a shit way to do it.

He woould obviously need to stay away from the pool but running would be good for him. Shift some weight build the confidence get a wee bird. He said he was happiest when he was with that girl for Liverpool.So maybe he feels alone and empty inside. I think she knows she's had a lucky escape. She blames her childhood for how she is but instead of being different took her kids she was worse. My brother got the lucky escape and was put into care because the social workers said she was a danger to him. I got left behind and for years took the full force of her temper.she used to wake up in the afternoon and just go mental at me for a few hours punching and kicking me saying I was useless. Years of that would make anyone want to kill her. Funny thing is he's in jail yet the rest of my "family" see me as the failure. I've always had a job and a house it's only now I would say I have failed but I took a chance and lost it all. I will look on the brightside I'm a handsome chap

What's making you depressed? That's pretty bad what you're going through. You should go see the doctor about you antidepressants. Do your family or friends know you've tried to drown your self? Maybe if you tried exercise that might help. I'm sure I read that when you do exercise the body sends out chemicals that make you feel good. So you would get that plus the weight would fall off and that's another positive. If you need to talk to someone message me if you like. 2 nights ago I was all up for killing myself or my mum but today I feel 100x better. I kind of burnt my anger out and things are looking up on the job front I have a interview next week plus on for college and I might not be homeless for long. 1 day can change alot.

I seen the film and thought it was a bit pish.

I will give a go. I just hope he doesn't meantion Hibs beating Hearts. It happens in his books more than in real life :-D.

I pushed her away. I'm a fucking dick for doing it . If I had been a normal human I would still be with her warm in bed. Instead I'm freezing my ass off

I have 13 from that list. Can anyone top that my ex has emailed me 3 times tonight and she won't tell me if she still loves me. I dunno if that's good or bad but the fact she's still responding to me must be good.

I've never heard of that one I will look it out. Is it as good as porno?

Have you used it?

If I love and take care of a pussy cat there is no harm done.

Her sister uses a thing called badoo. Get on that and search girls in Krakow

If I send her a letter she will not read it. I think I should go back and tell her face to face. if that fails I will wire into her sister just for the sake of it. She was nice aswell and desperate for a man

:-D Her number is ##########

I'm to shy to fire into women now:( I will just get cats. I don't normally rush into all the lovey dovey shit because that's when my fucked upside comes out. But she got to me very fast. its weird when I was with her I never knew how much I did love her. I need a fucking holiday I think

Its not a flaw but her cake did not look as good as the ones she normally makes. She was so smart, good round the house looked after me. I'm sure they are easy to come by

She baked me one for coming because we never got to see each other on my birthday

Aye I do :-D I will swap you my ex for yours :-D I am trying to think of her flaws. The only one I can think if is she baked a cake for me going to Poland and it looked shit. It tasted so good

Thanks I know if I can get past the first few hours where I'm just thinking about doing something stupid I can make it past the time I'm feeling total shit. I have been like this before and within a few months my life has turned around for the better. What actually happens in a counselling session?

I read ecstasy by Irvine welsh the other day. It was fucking shite. I read trainspotting and porno and thought those books were pretty good so I thought this would be similar. The only decent characters in the book were in the story Lorraine goes to Livingston I think it was called. If your tempted to read it don't waste your time.

I don't know where to start in seeking help. I really don't want to goto the doctor because I don't want to end up on pills. I know it's going to be hard but honestly I don't think taking anti depressants will help me in the long term. I do feel better now have had my rant. I've always bottled things up and I explode sometimes like tonight. 1 thing can just send me off and I just think I want to kill myself. Thanks for the advice I think it's easier to take advice like this from people I don't know because I don't want someone to hold all this over me but on a internet forum I'm just a username.