This is shite. f**k all to do at work but I have to show up, struggling to get enough AA time, Zoom meetings are all good and well but not particularly helpful and my middle stepdaughter is only working weekends thanks to this and I’m not in a position to be much help. She’s getting a lot of shite from her c**t of an ex ( if it wasn’t for their kid... ah you get the idea) and I can’t do anything and it’s killing me. At least I haven’t gone back on the booze but I’m having almost nightly drinking dreams. I hate this shit and on top of that I’m playing phone tag with the doc about my recent blood test results. Normally they wait until my next appointment so why are they calling me now?